2010-10-12

alliecat8: (Default)
2010-10-12 10:12 am

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I'm not sure if re-posting this is a brave thing for me to do, or an inappropriate one. I made a post a couple of days ago about a lot of personal stuff. I did it over a long U.S. holiday weekend because I figured lot of you would be off work, maybe out-of-town or out living your real lives and stuff. I was chicken about posting when there'd be a lot of y'all out there. :/ I was afraid it'd scare you away. I was happily surprised. So far, no one has defriended me. I've found out that I was bonkers to be scared to tell you, because the ones who answered were loving, wise, and kind - exactly what I need for a support system. I really do love you guys, you know? My next plan after posting this today when more of you might be around, is to go to your journals and find out what is going on with you, because a support system within friendships is a two-way street, and I love you guys...did I say that already? Anyhow, the post is HERE: TMI about my nervous breakdown and the rest of my brain woes )

So, that's why I haven't fulfilled my promise yet to catch up with everybody. Also, since this is Thing 2's senior year, I've decided it's my year to mend bridges with people I've had grudges or misunderstandings with. I meant for that to be a RL project, but I'm going to extend it to LJ, too. If any of you feel we need to "mend a bridge," tell me, by PM or email - missali@cableone.net - or right here. I feel some vibes from a couple of you that I need to check out and see if any amends need to be made. And if we're friended but don't talk, let's change that, ok? Because I can find something to love in everybody (really! just ask the ones who RL-know me, lol!) and I want us to know each other. Even if I am a flake and a lunatic. ;D

ETA: If you've already answered, there's no need to read this or answer again, unless you just want to...you've already been TOO GOOD to me! ♥