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This is a fic was based on spec about THE BIG SPOILER. Turns out it was wrong, so we'll call this AU.


Title: The Killing Type
Rating: PG-13 for violence
Characters: Sawyer, Jack, Kate
Prompt: Written for [livejournal.com profile] fanfic100's prompt #47, Heart
Word Count: 671
Spoilers: Duh. Also some cracked-out speculation.
Disclaimer: I don't even approve of this fic, I sure as hell don't claim to own anyone in it.



The Killing Type



James Ford wasn’t the killing type. Growing up in Tennessee, he’d been raised the old-fashioned way. Mind the Ten Commandments, and answer to your Maker if you don’t. But he’d also been taught to stand up to demons. When a devil named Sawyer came into his life, taking away everything that was sacred to him, he took a vow. Someday he would face his demon, and he would slay him.

Over time, James broke every Commandment in the book. He figured he’d become something of a demon, himself, and he began to call himself Sawyer. But he never forgot his vow. The day came when he saw his chance, and he put a bullet into the heart of the man he thought was the devil. James wasn’t the killing type but Sawyer was, and he called it justice.

***

Jack Shephard wasn’t the killing type. He’d always been a protector, standing up for the underdog, doing the right thing even when the right thing caused him pain. He vowed that someday he’d make a difference in the world. Someday he’d be a savior.

Over time, Jack achieved every goal he set for himself. He became a doctor, he married well, he always did the right thing, even when the right thing caused him, or someone else, pain. He never forgot his vow. The day came when his well-ordered world turned upside down, and everyone expected him to save them. Then Sawyer tried to shoot the Marshal in the heart, and missed. There was more than one way to stop someone’s heart, and Jack put his hands around the dying man’s neck and squeezed. It was the right thing for him, as a doctor, to do. Jack wasn’t the killing type but the Doctor had to be, and he called it mercy.

***

Kate Austen wasn’t the killing type. Growing up in a military family, always on the move, she learned to adapt. Do what it takes to get by, to get what you need, no matter how things change. When the day came that her hard, angry father attacked her for the last time, she did what she had to do to adapt. She closed scared, vulnerable Kate away in a sheltered corner of her mind, and she became Katherine. And Katherine vowed that no one would hurt her, ever again.

Katherine dealt with her father in the manner he deserved, and although there were rumors that she’d been involved in his disappearance, the body was never found. When it was safe, Katherine allowed Kate to re-emerge. But she never forgot her vow. Katherine was silent, for a while, until Kate married a man who had a temper. The first time he got that look on his face, the one Kate’s father used to get, Katherine came raging back and took care of him the same way she’d taken care of her father. This time, the authorities didn’t give her the benefit of the doubt, and Katherine ran. Over time, new personalities appeared to help her adapt. Maggie, and Joan, and Annie, were all there to help when they were needed, but Kate always came back in the end. She heard it was called it Dissociative Identity Disorder, or split personalities, but for Kate it was just self-defense. When the day came that she was lost on an island, with the food and medicine running out, Katherine knew that only the strongest deserved to survive. Shannon was a parasite. She used up valuable resources and gave nothing back in return, and Katherine put a knife in her heart without a single pang of remorse. Kate wasn’t the killing type but Katherine was, and she called it survival.

End


*makes muse stand in corner*

End note: Originally, Katherine killed Sawyer to get his spot on the raft. Maybe that works better, but I had to draw the line somewhere. All signs point toward Kate killing Shannon, so this is just my lame attempt to figure out WHY.

Date: 2005-10-26 05:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rogueapprentice.livejournal.com
*Wibbles*

Love it, babe. :)

Date: 2005-10-26 08:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alliecat8.livejournal.com
Whew, I'm so glad you liked it! I was afraid nobody would. It's kind of a departure from my usual schmoopiness. (Is that a word?)

Thanks for reading, and for the reassurance! :D

Date: 2005-10-26 05:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] strutterms.livejournal.com
Dude. Just...dude.

*cuddles fic* *pets fic* *runs away with fic and marries it*

Date: 2005-10-26 08:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alliecat8.livejournal.com
Whoo for marriage! :D I was afraid my flist was going to divorce me, LOL.

Hiatus makes Allie do bad things to characters she loves. *looks under the bed for a nice, fluffy plot bunny*

Thanks for reading! :)

Date: 2005-10-26 08:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] strutterms.livejournal.com
Naw, nevah...not even if you'd killed Sawyer. I've killed Sawyer before. *nods* Done properly, it's angsty heartwrenching tear-filled fun for all. LOL!

Mmmm...fluff...*looks for Jack/James fluffy PWP she needs to write*

Date: 2005-10-29 07:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alliecat8.livejournal.com
Hey, cutie! :) You crack me up so much, I'm talking about you under other people's cuts. :) Go see [livejournal.com profile] hkath This relationship is gettin' serious, LOL!

Date: 2005-10-29 07:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alliecat8.livejournal.com
Oh, yeah, P.S.,

Click on my comment to her Skittles post. In which I ♥ you both.

Date: 2005-10-26 06:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ficangel.livejournal.com
Me likey. Scary!Kate rocks, and I liked very much the repetition of the "X is not the killing type" theme.

Date: 2005-10-26 08:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alliecat8.livejournal.com
I knew you wanted some badass!Kate. :) This one's been in the pipeline for a while, I just couldn't bring myself to post it when it was Kate murdering Sawyer. I'm playing with a new ballsy!Kate fic, inspired by you, as we speak. Maybe I need to write some fluff first, though, to redeem myself for all the recent angst.

So glad you liked it! *hugs*

Date: 2005-10-26 07:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eponine119.livejournal.com
I really like the parallel structure, with the repeated first lines to every section.

Multiple Personality! Kate scares me. Maybe just the thought that they could actually go there on the show, and then it would turn into the biggest soap opera ever. But it works well here.

It would have been cool if you'd gone with your original idea -- a fight over the raft. Although I totally understand not wanting to go there.

Date: 2005-10-26 08:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alliecat8.livejournal.com
Oh, they could *so* go there on the show, and the melodrama of that would make me ill. I'm glad it works in micro-doses, though. :D

If I'd given in to the muse on this one -- Kate killing Sawyer ded with no hope of revival -- there's no telling where she would've made me go next. Sometimes you've gotta set some limits, y'know? (Yes, I'm fully aware that I'm the *real* head case here.)

I'm so glad you liked it! What a relief! :)

Date: 2005-10-26 07:45 pm (UTC)
ext_67111: (Jack - Don't fuck with him)
From: [identity profile] holycitygirl.livejournal.com
Duuuuuuuude! Do you really think Kate is gonna be the one to kill her? Do you KNOW this? OMG!

::always ends up spoiling herself and LOVING it::

This was AWESOME! I'm loving your fanfic100. And I didn't think I would - or could - support anything with Kate. But you are proving me totally horribly wonderfully wrong.

Date: 2005-10-26 08:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alliecat8.livejournal.com
Let's just say, I have my suspicions. I hope I'm wrong.

I know, spoilage is too tempting to resist. And I'm so happy, and relieved, that my J/S friends are accepting my J/K/S. I might not even write any threeway...though I probably will at some point just to see if I can...but the rules are so open-ended I think I'll be able to tolerate having Kate around. J/S will always be my OTP, of course! ;D

Thanks for the awesome feedback! :D

Date: 2005-10-26 11:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hkath.livejournal.com
That was great! I loved the cold, logical progression to something really terrible. Very well done, and an interesting insight into the characters!

Date: 2005-10-27 02:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alliecat8.livejournal.com
It was...different, huh? :) I feel compelled to write/read fluff now, to regain some equilibrium. Maybe some happy Hurley/Claire? *off to read [livejournal.com profile] hkath's fic.* :)

Date: 2005-10-27 12:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] foxygirl33.livejournal.com
WHOAAAA. Nice profile of all three... they aren't killers.. and yet they are. And that twist at the end! yike! Poor Shannon, don't mess with Kate!
Loved it, very twisty.

Date: 2005-10-27 03:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alliecat8.livejournal.com
*sobs for Shannon*

I'm so glad you liked it. This was a tough one for me.

Thanks for reading! *hugs*

Date: 2005-10-27 02:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com
Wow, babe. This scares the shit out of me, but damn, you done good. :D

Date: 2005-10-27 03:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alliecat8.livejournal.com
Scared the shit out of me, too, on several levels. I wonder if that scary side of Kate is really there, and could they really go there in canon? And I was scared shitless to post this fic, because it's so twisted and weird.

Thanks for reading, and thanks for the feedback! :D

Date: 2005-10-27 03:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rangergirl.livejournal.com
Fantastic. Your writing style is stunning. And wow, would I love this to occur in canon...

Date: 2005-10-27 08:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alliecat8.livejournal.com
It would freak the hell out of me if they did this in canon. Can you imagine all the storylines that would open up? It just...boggles the mind.

I'm glad you like my writing style. I'm still trying out new things, trying to see what works best for me. This was my first gen, and the first fic without dialogue. Glad you think it works! :D

Date: 2005-10-28 11:04 pm (UTC)
ext_16473: (angel 4 by nightdriller)
From: [identity profile] ellel.livejournal.com
Jack wasn’t the killing type but the Doctor had to be, and he called it mercy.
this line got my full attention,for being so perfect...

The "Katherine" part sent cold shivers down my spine...creepy...
*shivers more*

Date: 2005-10-29 12:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alliecat8.livejournal.com
Don't say I didn't warn you, LOL! I creeped *myself* out, with this one.

I *heart* you to death for always reading, even when my muse is misbehaving. ;)

Date: 2005-10-29 05:20 pm (UTC)
ext_16473: (lost josh lee5 by sunkissed44)
From: [identity profile] ellel.livejournal.com
Creepy,indeed.But wait,you mean-this was the awful sick fic you warned us about?

I love your muse,especially when she's bad and naughty,lol...

Date: 2005-10-31 11:53 pm (UTC)
meredith44: Can't talk, I'm reading (S/K/J OT3 by crystalkirk)
From: [personal profile] meredith44
I read a comment in [livejournal.com profile] epoinine119's journal that made it sound like you were doing J/K/S for [livejournal.com profile] fanfic100, so I just had to come check it out. Yay, you are! I loved this story, with the parallels between the three sections. I'm not sure if I'd like a DID Kate, but it worked here. (And are they seriously talking about Kate killing Shannon? This is the reason I usually avoid spoilers. *sigh*) Anyway, I liked this story so much (and love J/K/S so much) that I'm friending you so I don't miss any of them. I hope you don't mind.

*rubs her hands in anticipation of many more J/K/S stories to come*

Date: 2005-11-01 12:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alliecat8.livejournal.com
I'll unspoil you a little bit. They're saying a female regular kills Shannon. My money's on Kate, but that's just speculation.

I'm glad you liked the story! I hope my timing wasn't so bad that you'll defriend me immediately when you see what I just posted. Pt. 2 to an unwritten Pt. 1? *slaps self* It's the Halloween candy, I tell you, making me hyperactive. I don't usually act this way. ;)

*friends back*

Date: 2006-03-29 02:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jenthegypsy.livejournal.com
Now, you see what a good thing this new comm of yours is? Wouldn't have caught this chilling little gem otherwise. Your character profiles are so strong and the story line so tight, that it is of no consequence that the TV version of who killed Shannon went in a different direction. Wtf do they know? Of course it was Katherine. Great read. Disturbing on so many levels, but great, none the less.

Date: 2006-03-30 11:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alliecat8.livejournal.com
Hee, thanks for reading some of my old stuff. The muse still hasn't seen fit to make anything worthwhile out of last night's little orgy...(wtf, muse?), so don't know when I'll be able to post anything new in the comm. So glad you liked this! I swear sometimes I do think Kate has multiple personalities. All cutsie oh-golly-gee-whiz one minute, and blowin' people's shit up the next. DID is the only thing that makes her make sense to me!

Thanks a bunch for reading! :D

Date: 2008-09-07 04:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] halfdutch.livejournal.com
Oh wow, this is one of those fics I didn't read at the time because I was so busy avoiding spoilers. But this was really, really intriguing, not just the spoiler premise (Which I'm glad was wrong! I don't think I even heard that one!), but your whole approach. I love that they all start off at the same point and end with killing, even if what happened in between and their reasons why are so very different. I love the parallel construction of each character's section, and the language here is kind of plain but poetic, if that makes sense. It makes the whole thing resonate so much, like a fable.

Anyway, very happy to catch up with this little gem! :)

Date: 2008-09-08 12:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alliecat8.livejournal.com
Ooh, I love this! I love [livejournal.com profile] lostsquee for giving us the feedback challenge, and I love YOU for the feedback! And I'm really glad you picked this one, because it was one of my first ones and I kind of forgot about it after it turned out to be AU. I still think that canon shows us two such inconsistent sides of Kate (the doe-eyed desperate-for-attention sniveling damsel and the tough-as-nails defender of the weak) that it almost seems like she has split personalities. I'm glad they didn't go there, though; it would've been pretty harrowing. And I'm really, really glad that you read and liked! Thank you!!! ♥
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